it's time for me to get up, pick up the pieces that you left me in, & move on with my life. after missing you for so long, i kept on trying to defend you. whenever people would say i deserve better. i'd say you treated me better than any other man out there. whenever people would say i need to move on. i'd say i can't. cuz i loved you. & i always would. whenever people would say that i'd find someone better, & i'd always say that i won't. that you'd always be my one & only. but just looking at all the lies you told me. saying you'd never leave, you'd never hurt me, you'd never stop loving me. all those promises. yeah, you broke them when you left. & it fucking sucks. but, i need to start respecting myself more. i can't make myself go through this type of pain anymore. so, i'm moving on. you'll always be in my heart, my mind, my soul. but for now, you're my past. & i'm gonna keep it that way. you were nothing but fake, & it sucks. but i'll make it through this alive. whenever you talk to me, i guarentee you that those feelings for you, are gonna start rushing back. but as long as i keep my head up. i'm done. so, good bye. & thanks for the memories.
now all that's left of me, is what I pretend to be.
this is me.
st. joseph graduate, st. augustine freshman.
trust isn't given, trust is earned.
lose it, lose it forever.
my heart isn't a toy, so don't play games.
not in a relationship, nor am I looking into being in one.
speak up.
Thursday, February 11, 2010 | 2:28 PM