I know I made the right decision, but why doesn't that make me feel any better?
I did what's best for the both of us, I did what would save me from hurting in the end.
I did what I thought was the right thing to do, but why doesn't it feel that way?
Honestly, it hurts - I can't lie. But as I've said in the past, I've got to be my own hero. Save myself from the tears, the pain, the hurt. I don't need him, or any other guy for that matter, to be my "hero."
Whatever, I'll get through this, just like how I've gotten through everything else.
I'm strong ; stronger then I thought I was. ; stronger then I thought I ever could be.
It hurts now, hurts like a bitch. But I did the right thing.
.. didn't I ?
' eileen % said:
whatever he's allergic to, we'll just place it in front of him & watch him suffocate or wahtever
^ gotta love my bhess. ♥