ohhaai new layout.
heeeeey stalkers. i decided to fix my layout, so i thought why not write a blog. i meant to write about the weekend that had just passed, but i forgot. so i guess i'll just write shit now then? k well, on friday it was cassandras birthday. ♥ we went to the movies & watched alice in wonderland. proper movie. after that, a couple of us went to her house to chill & eat. there was myself, cassandra, emalee, kasandra, rachelle, jessica, angel, & valerie. pretty live, then i slept over. live day. the next day was my best friend rachelles birthday, ♥ ohhhhai. anyways, so - uh, me & emalee went from cassies house, to her house. got ready, then victoria picked myself, rachelle, & emalee up & we went to east side marios for dinner. LOL, it was fucking live. then victoria got in trouble, so emalee couldnt sleep over at her house, so she slept over mine. but before we went home, we went to her house & drank some shit & had a photoshoot. LOOOOOOOOOL, what a night. then yeah, she came over. & the next day, me & emalee chilled again. i spent the whole weekend with her. she's a pain. ♥ we chilled with corey & matt. blahblah. i went home, good weekend. (: tried to make that short. :D
i hold on to the night, you looked me in the eyes & told me you loved me. were you just kidding cuz it seems to me, this thing is breaking down, we almost never speak. i dont feel welcome anymore. baby, what happened, please tell me. cuz one second it was perfect, now you're half way out the door. & i stare at the phone, he still hasn't called. & you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all. & you flashback to when he said, " forever & always. " was i out of line ? did i see something way too honest ? made you run & hide like a scared little boy. i looked into your eyes, i thought i knew you for a minute. now, i'm not so sure. so here's to everything, coming down to nothing. here's to the silence, that cuts me to the core. flashback to when he said, " forever & always. "
pcez.